A New Path

So, Ranae got the call for his new job. He will begin his job training on Wednesday. About time! I was getting so nervous about waiting because we've struggled and lived check to check for the past 5 years so we finally got a break! Ranae has got a good job now and I will continue to stay home with the girls and make sure they are taken care of as well as the dogs and our home. He found out that he got the job three weeks ago and it has been a long three weeks. So thankfully, things are moving along.

Ranae is excited as well. I asked him if this is something he really wanted because he would be away from his family for a little bit but he said he didn't mind. He was excited to be starting a new STABLE job and that I would be home with our children and taking care of everything here. I didn't want him to someday resent me because I somehow made him do this job (thank you anxiety), he said he wanted it to better our lives. He wouldn't be excited for this job if it is something he didn't truly want so that makes me feel better.

My husband has always been a good worker. He can never still for long and always has to be moving. I am a bit nervous because he will be gone for longer than for 2 or 3 days at a time like we are used to but I know we have got this. I am thankful for him because I didn't see myself having a husband and kids at 24 but here I am raising our children and taking care of our home while he works. Don't get me wrong, I will begin to use my degree once our children begin school but as of right now, I enjoy watching them grow and learn with me always there. 

I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for him, my children, my few supportive friends and my family. I love them all dearly. I don't know what I would do without them.

xoxo